No Words

There are just not words to describe the day Ash has had. We are exhausted. She is miserable, confused and sad.

To have a sick four year old is hard, to have a sick four year old whose mind doesn't work like a four year olds is even harder. She doesn't understand. She can't comprehend why we aren't helping her. How I wish she could understand.

Dave and I are struggling as we watch her beg for a drop of water. She is crying, literally crying 24 hours a day. She signs, cries, begs, pleads, hits, claws, scratches, and yells all day and all nigt long. We are hurting for her and we are all so very tired.