Shes Back

After 2 hours in recovery they finally brought Ashley back to her room. They had a little trouble when the put the breathing tube down her throat before surgery. Ashley vomitted into the tube and they were trying to take x-rays and make sure that it did not go down into her lungs. They said that her oxygen saturation levels where around 100 all through the surgery so they think bile did not go into the lungs. They will not be sure for a few days though. They told me not to be surprised if she develops pnuemonia in the next 3 or 4 days as a result of this. I pray she does not. They were able to take her off of the vent in recovery and she is now breathing on her own. I knew she was to stubborn to let them keep the vent on. She really hates it. She is still breathing too fast but we think it is a combination of pain and the infection. I hope she sleeps all through night because she is exhausted from the days events.

In the midst of this batch of storms I have been able to find many blessings. First of all God is faithful and He brought Ash through the surgery. Second she is strong and is breathing room air all on her own. Third I was not alone for this trip to the OR. My sister was such a comfort to me. She is an amazing lady who loves me and Ash more than anyone I know. I am so very grateful for our friendship. How encouraging she was to me as they took Ashley from me tonight. Next I was reminded of the thousands of people who love Ashley enough to pray us through these difficult days. I am blessed beyond measure. I have Ashley because God allowed me to be her mom.

How I want to encourage all of you to follow His call. Dave and I have always been willing to parent the children we prayed God would bring us and I am so grateful that we didn't grow weary while we waited. Even when you may think you don't have what it takes to do what He asks He will equip you if you are willing. I would have never imagined the gift He had set aside for our family. He has walked with us every day of Ashley's life and I have witnessed His miracles over and over again in our daughter's life. What a privelage it is to share her story with others. I wish I had the right words and the strength to walk you through every page of the amazing story of Ashley's life.

I am going to go watch my sweet girl sleep and pray for yet another day with Ashley. Good night.