Something is just not right

Something is just night right tonight, but we really don't know what. When the night nurse came on she informed Trish that they had begun giving Ash an antifungal medication which is not common to give following this type of transplant. Trish was caught offguard as no one had mentioned that this was given. At this point we know that Ashley's symptoms are unusual and we are not really aware of what all is happening. Today Ash began losing large clumps of hair and continues to have difficulty breathing. Her skin tone was looking so much better than it ever had before, but now it is taking on a greenish tint. It seems that during the day all is going well and at night more and more problems are recognized. I don't know exactly what is going on with our little Gherkin, but I do know that she is fighting for her life each and every day. This is not what I was expecting. I thought after her surgery, she would begin to improve and recover. I am learning each day that she is fighting for life on an hour by hour basis. It is so hard to be 700 miles away and not be there to sing in my Gherkins little ears. I go to bed tonight thanking God for giving her another day, but worried about what tomorrow may bring. Please pray for strength and peace for me and my family.