Not feeling Good

Ash is sleeping but not peacefully. She continues to whimper and moan during her sleep. I just know that things aren't right with her. She spent the day sleeping and woke for very brief moments. No vomiting today, but no energy either. She just didn't feel well today and she continues to not feel well tonight. I am praying that her body is getting what she needs from all of her sleep.

I spent hours on the phone today talking with doctors,nurses, and labs. Nothing in Ash's bloodwork tells us what is wrong. Her cultures have all come back negative with no growth. The cmv and ebv tests were negative as well. Her liver enzymes have come back into range and we are very pleased about that. I don't know why she is feeling so sick and so weak. She didn't feel like sitting up, playing, or smiling today. I held her and rocked her as she cuddled in close to me and I listened to her breathe. She doesn't seem to be struggling respiratory wise. She just has no energy. I think she even looks pale today. She has a doctors appointment tomorrow at 1:30, and I am hoping we will figure something out.

She is scheduled for chemo on Thursday morning in Dallas, but if she is still this weak and yucky I think they will probably cancel it again. You can't knock their white counts out when they are already feeling so bad. It is just to dangerous to make them that weak.

I am not sure why she just isn't feeling good. No answers yet, but we are all still searching. My prayer is that she might wake up renewed and rested. I hope tomorrow is a better day for my sweet girl. Thank you so much for praying for her today. I will let you know as soon as she perks back up or as soon as we figure out what is causing her to feel so bad.