Panic Mode

I continue to shake uncontrollably as things are quickly changing.

In the last 30 minutes Ashley' body has broken out in a rash that looks strangely and eerily familiar to me. It is the same look as the one she broke out with last September when she went into rejection of her small bowel. She has also spiked a fever of 101.6 literally in the last 15 minutes. She is uncomfortable and thrashing around her crib. Dave is trying to speak to our local pediatrician and ask where he would like us to go and what he would like us to do. We more than likely are headed to the hospital, but I don't know where. Shreveport of Longview? If she is in rejection or suspected of rejection we can have her scoped in Shreveport and they can begin treating her with the high doses of steroids immediately.

My hope, my prayer is that it all goes away immediately and our baby stays here in her home with her mommy and daddy, but its not looking good for us. Things change so quickly and its the change that throws me into a panic each and every time. Please pray.