Closer

As the hour gets closer and closer the pain in my chest gets heavier and heavier. My head is pounding so loudly that I struuggle to keep my thoughts straight.

Dave has 10 minutes left in the office then he will speed over here to say his goodbyes to our gherkin. Arrival time is now 8 pm. Giving him only minutes with ash. When she does open her eyes the only thing she signs is daddy. How do I make this little girl undestand why he's not coming to see her everyday? Dear God I am broken over this. Truly broken. Next please help me figure out how to break this news to my big kids once they make it home. I have no desire to be anything in this life except for the mom to Blake, Allison, and Ashley Kate. Missing one day of the time I have with them in my home is too much.