Things are changing...

Things are changing rapidly. I want to start with some good news. I just viewed Ashley's x-rays from today and the past 3 days. Today her lungs look clear! The junk has moved up to be coughed and suctioned out and the collapsed portions are now open! This is really great. I know it may change later today but this morning I needed things to smile about.

They have taken Ash off the high frequency vent to see if her pressures and heart rate would stabilize a little more. It looks like she is going to actually do better on this one now. It was so frightening to watch her progress to the point that it was necessary for the "ugly" vent, but I am so thankful it was here and I think it served a higher purpose than anyone knew it would. Now I will be able to hold Ash's swollen hands and touch her little head. They also just started some medicine to lower her blood pressure and I think it is working. Thank you guys for praying. Its going to be a long one today.

To my friends whose precious little ones are struggling with fevers, eye infections, diaper rashes and other things, my heart hurts with yours as you watch your babies hurt. Oh how I know the helpless feelings you experience as a mommy trying to soothe and fix their pain. One thing I know is how it helps to have those around you pray for your children, so today I am lifting up your children and praying He will restore the smiles to their faces and the health in and on their little bodies. I love you guys !

I will post after morning rounds to let everyone know what the plan is for Ashley's day. Thanks so much for loving us enough to keep coming back for more. I know it is not easy to hear bad news about Ash, but oh the joy that comes from each and every little bit of good news. He is still good to us even in the rough and scary times.