Shes just too tired...
They have been bagging Ashley for over 2 hours now. They have finally called in the intesivest from home and right now Ashley is being placed back on the ventilator. There are about 10 people in her room working very hard to keep my baby breathing. I am so helpless. There is nothing I can do to help her. I have left the room to allow them to do what needs to be done. My heart is so broken. I have watched her struggle and become weaker and weaker all day and all night. I just don't understand how she can go from being so strong to so weak in just a matter of hours. How I wish it were in my power to take this all from her. I hate watching her struggle for life. Something that comes so easy for most of us, and something we take for granted every day is such a fight for my daughter. Ash has such a will to live. She is the tiniest one here, but she fights them the hardest. I just wanted to hold her all night and not even lay her down, and now I am not even allowed to pick her up. God please help her. Please help her grow strong again and please help her to breathe again. I want to scream. I just don't know what to scream about. All I do is cry. My tears just wont stop falling. She is so little and so amazing and all she wants to do is go home. I pray that someday I will be allowed to take her home again. I just want to get out of this place. I don't feel safe here by our selves. I want to take Ash home where her Dad and Blake and Al are. God please give us the strength to do this. Please let her come home soon.
posted by Ashley @ 2:33 AM
4 Comments:
I am praying for Ash tonight I am so glad that we know who is in control! Thank you God for taking care of baby Ashley! Please keep Trish and Ashley tight in your arms tonight and help Ashley's little body grow stonger each moment! In Jesus name Amen!
(((hugs))) Chan
I am praying for Ash tonight I am so glad that we know who is in control!
Thank you God for taking care of baby Ashley! Please keep Trish and Ashley tight in your arms tonight and help Ashley's little body grow stonger each moment! In Jesus name Amen!
(((hugs))) Chan
Holy father, I lift up Ashley and Trish to you this morning. Please comfort and sustain them both and continue to give them both the courage and strenth to fight and glorify you. Precious Jesus if it is not in your immediate plan to bring them home to their family I implore you to bring someone into Trisha's daily life to be a physical support for her. Whoever that may be, bring one of your children to her so she feels safe and comforted, it can be so difficult to be physically alone even when we know you are with us. Bless these beautiful girls, in you holy name. Amen
As I had just finished my comments I saw you had another update. Trish, I know you may be alone there in Omaha but, oh, you are not alone, dear one. There are so many, many people all over who are holding you and Ashley up to our heavenly Father. I know that is not the same and that it has to be hard for you and I wish there was something we could do. Just as you feel so helpless there, we feel helpless here because we want to do something, anything, to help you through this very, very difficult time. So the only thing I know right now is to call out your name and Ashley's name at the foot of Jesus, crying with you.
Oh Lord, with all I am, I cry out to you. Please, Lord, give the medical team Your wisdom to help Ashley, to help her breathing, to help them find a solution, to help Ashley have the strength to keep on fighting, to help her tiny body to find rest in all the struggles. We just cry out to You, HELP as only You can in this situation.
We cry out for Your mercy on Trish, for Your courage and strength to face each new challenge, for Your grace and wisdom, for Your peace, I pray in the precious name of Jesus, Amen.
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