Disappointed
I'm really trying not to cry, but it just isn't working. Dave just called to tell me that there is just no way it is going to work out. The weather is not going to allow him and the kids and the grandmas to make the trip. I'm feeling really, really sad and very disappointed.
They were not planning on leaving until tonight after Dave finishes at the office and Allie finishes with cheer practice. The plan was to drive to Dallas and fly from there into Omaha, but the travel to Dallas would be too dangerous with the icy roads there. The next plan was to fly out of Longview into Dallas then to Omaha, but there are no flights until tomorrow at 4:45. On that flight there are not enough seats available because of the flights that were cancelled today. My heart is very sad. I really just wanted to hug the man that I get to call my best friend and watch him love on our baby whom we almost lost. The kids were flying in to "surprise" me and Ash and I was so looking forward to hearing them talk. I just needed to be with them. All of us. Together.
I will stop my crying(at some point) and be thankful for the wisdom in this decision. I would have been a nervous wreck knowing they were traveling in these conditions. I would rather them all be safe and sound at home then to have regrets that could never be taken back. Ash and I are ok. We are learning to be tougher than I ever thought we could. I will save my hugs for another day and another visit and we will rely on God to get us through this one on our own.
Its going to be a longer weekend knowing that they should have been here with us.
posted by Ashley @ 9:42 AM
15 Comments:
There are reasons behind everything and God is there with you. He will allow a way for them to be there at some point. Get some rest. Also, I wanted to let you know since you dont get to the apartment these days, there is 2 packages being delivered. One of them has already been there signed by "Ladd"... the other is due this week. I just dont want them to get lost in the wind. We wil Pray for all of your family today in hopes that you can soon be together.
I'm so sad for you today. I'm sure the walls are closing in on you and the very thought of your husband and children coming to Omaha made it alright.
Just imagine that all of us praying for Ashley and you are standing right outside the door way smiling and cheering you on. Know that Ashley has an angel on her shoulder whispering warm thoughts into her heart.
Praying that today you will hear good news and that the bunnies will be jumping for joy soon.
Jill from Omaha
Im praying for you and your daughter today. I hope the weather clears up so your family can join you. Hang in there...God is control.
I'm so sorry, Trish... You'll be in my prayers.
Take heart sis, we love you.
"And here in dust and dirt, O here, the lilies of HIS love appear." - George Herbert
Look for the lilies Trish...I think there's one springing up under your feet! :)
Oh Trish! How my heart hurts for you. Sometimes his ways are not ours but then he has bigger plans in store for us. Patience dear.... it will happen not in our time but in his. He is so good and gracious all of the time. Hugs to you!Praying for you all and that you may once again be reunited and soon! Til then take comfort in knowing that his loving arms are wrapped tightly around you and Ash.
Trish-
I wish there were words instead of these knots in my throat. I think of you and Ashley often. Hold her hand so she can hold you back.
I spoke to you on the phone and met you once briefly with my friend Christie, Cathy's sister. I would like to come visit you on Friday early afternoon when I don't have my kids with me. I will call first.
Carmen
God will make a way when there seems to be no way. We're disappointed, too, but will be there as soon as possible. In the meantime, my prayers are with you and Ash CONSTANTLY and I know you will feel the peace and presence of Jesus lifting you up. Love and Hugs, Grandma
I am so amazingly touched by your story, by your faith and by your love for your family, your daughter and our God. I have spent the last 4 hours battling a bug myself which I now know beyond any shadow of a doubt was God's way of making me stop, take the time to look at my bloglines, and find your site. Without being sick, I would have never taken the time to remind myself of the awesome God who is in charge of us all - and who stands beside us as we struggle through our lives.
Words cannot express the hope I feel for you and your family, just know that like so many others you have my prayers and my thoughts as you continue down this road of your journey.
Trish,
I don't know you, but I wish I could give you a hug! I am praying for you and Ashley. Keep clinging to the Lord.
Love and Prayers
I am so very sorry about the weather conditions and the fact that your family is unable to fly to Omaha. I know without a doubt that God has His plans and we don't always understand....but remember to continue to trust Him in all things. Praying for you as you walk in this valley. Remember you are not alone and I like what someone else posted....we are all standing in the gap praying for you right now.
Thinking of you today and lifting you up in prayer
I have been reading "Sarah's Blog." Please know that you and your daughter are in my prayers. God is in control. His loving arms will always keep you loved even when your family can't be near by.
God Bless you
Cathy Brown
Greensboro, NC
I just found your blog and want you to know we have put you on our prayer list in Tennessee...I have no idea what you are going through and will not pretend to...just know we are thinking of you.
In Christ,
Tamara
Trish,
My daughter, Destinee, is in Allie's class at CHS. I met your mom at the last fundraiser at First Baptist. Destinee called Allie to come over today as there was no school due to the weather. They watched "Annie," and played as girls do. Allie has a sweet spirit. We look forward to having her come again soon.
I pray they make it to you tomorrow safely. I know today was a letdown. May He lift you up at this very moment.
In His love!
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